Sometimes Life is Messy

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“Life is difficult. This is a great truth, one of the greatest truths. It is a great truth because once we truly see this truth, we transcend it.” ~ M. Scott Peck, M.D., The Road Less Traveled”

“Tomorrow a stranger will say with masterly good sense precisely what we have thought and felt all the time.” ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson, “Self Reliance”

You may not have heard of M. Scott Peck, or his phenomenal book, The Road Less Traveled, which was on the New York Times best seller list for over 10 years. It was first published in 1978, but I didn’t become aware of it until somewhere around my 30th birthday. I had been struggling with life, as many 20 somethings do. And a friend at church suggested this book to me. It changed my perspective completely. When I read the first line above, “Life is difficult,” I remember sighing deeply and saying to myself, “Life is difficult, and I thought something was wrong with me because mine isn’t easy.” To me everyone around me was living a stress free life while I was the exception.

I don’t remember the exact sequence of events, but around the time I found and read The Road Less Traveled, I quit my office job, which was killing my spirit. And I enrolled at Portland State University to get my Master of Arts in Theater Arts. This book was the beginning for me of intense reading and spiritual exploration, of which theatre was a huge part because studying plays helped me understand the human condition. I am forever grateful to the person who put the book in my hands because I began to see that every obstacle and seemingly problematic, or even tragic situation I experienced, was an opportunity to deal with old wounds and to grow.

I know that we humans don’t like to deal with our problems. We’d rather stuff them in a dark corner of our mind and try not to think about them. We hope they will go away. But honestly, do they go away? Not in my experience. Nope those pesky problems resurface in a bigger and messier way.

I get it. We think that if we actually allow ourselves to feel our dark emotions, they will overtake us and we’ll be stuck in the dark. But emotions are energy in motion. I wish I could remember who said that, but it’s true. Think about it. How many different emotions do you feel in one day? Yet, the fear remains. No one wants to be stuck in dark emotions for a long time. Yet, that’s what happens when we try to stuff them. Eventually we sink into depression, or some other terrible mental state, and we have a most difficult time climbing out.

The only solution I’ve found to avoid sinking into those really dark places is to face the emotions evoked when the incident first happens. When I do that, I’m on the road to healing. Don’t get me wrong, the emotions surface again, and again but each time they do, they are much less intense if I embrace and realize they are my friends. They are helping me face and heal aspects of myself that are obstacles to a happy life.

This week, Barry and I watched a show that perfectly illustrates what I’m trying to say here. The show is Shrinking, on Apple +, created by Brett Goldstein and Jason Segel. It’s about Jimmy, a therapist, played by Jason Segel, who is at first, not dealing with the death of his wife. Sitting and listening to the problems of his clients pushes him to begin telling them, and everyone else, exactly what he thinks. Up until that point, he’d been numbing with alcohol and other substances. He’d been ignoring his teenage daughter and his friends. He finally begins to realize his life is a mess, which is the beginning of his healing process. 

Jimmy’s boss, played by Harrison Ford, and his co-worker, played by Jessica Williams, try to help, but their lives are not perfect either. In fact, almost all of the characters have problems they are dealing with. And as crazy as it sounds, that makes the show extremely funny. Jimmy’s brutal honesty wears off on those around him. His clients, colleagues, and friends are also finally facing their demons and putting their lives back in order. This makes the end of the first season hopeful. If these characters, as examples, are able to address and heal their wounds, maybe we can too.

One of the best things to remember is that there are people out there who care about you and will support you as you go through whatever dark things are happening to you. Sometimes I forget that and want to make my life look like everything is great. But during the above mentioned time, I discovered it is much better to share my feelings. Sometimes I was just sharing in my journal, but that often gave me the courage to talk with my friends who were more than happy to help.

I hope you enjoy the changing seasons wherever you are and remember that nothing stays the same forever. 


Lucinda Sage-Midgorden © 2023

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I grew up in the West, the descendant of people traveling by wagon train to a new life. Some of their determination and wanderlust became a part of me. I imagine them sitting around the campfire telling stories, which is why I became first a theatre artist, then a teacher and now a writer. They are all ways of telling stories.

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